i'm so tired. So so so tired of everything. I don't want to go out of bed. I'm afraid of what's coming this month to my life, with the new university and a new city. I'm so scared. Everyone keeps telling that I'll be fine, that everything will work out well, but they don't know how I am right now. I'm almost falling into darkness, I think I never felt like this. If I had to compare, I would say that I don't have a safety nest between me and the floor, and if I fall, I'll die. I'm so so scared. I want this month to end quickly.