It's been too long. And everything has changed.
I lost it all and gained new things, new friends.
Am I better now? I don't know. Maybe yes, maybe not.
Everything's still changing and I'm not ready to decide yet.

I've been lost in this world of fantasy
Expecting the best, but getting the worst.
Humans are not nice, they are evil, so evil.
I need to be worse than them. I need to make them suffer.

I'm criticised with evert step I take.
Can't escape it, can't run from it.
In my veins, the dark blood runs,
and I'm wishing it wasn't.

I have a death wish, and oh! It got so much worse.
no feelings left in this box called heart.
Waiting for the end, waiting for peace to come.
waiting for the man in black gown to come get me...

-Skaene