I never, ever expected this to happen. It grew so much in so little time. I've hugged all of this with so much love, so much care... It's hard, to maintain this feeling, to keep going without showing my tears. You know me well now, but you still won't give a little of yourself to me. I still won't show my tears to you either. We can share a bed sometimes and even be intimate with each other and it means so much, but.... there's still so many things to reach... I believe we can do it...

-S.