Save me

Lately, Im with this urge to end my life,

Do something to stop the pain...

I've been like this for some years now

And even though I fight all these feelings,

They are still here.

This loneliness kills me slowly,

Consumes me, quietly and silently.

I wonder why I feel like this, 

I don't have any big issues or some real problems...

I just feel... empty.

There're little things that let me keep going...

I know what it is, but I'm always in denial,

Don't wanting to be true to myself and admit it.

What makes me get out of bed... I don't know anymore...

I can feel the despair in my heart, in my whole body.

Not even the cold hurt me now, I'm almost there

Almost in the end, I think to myself, still hoping for a salvation.

A little light in this big and dark cave that I'm in.

A hand and a smile to take me out of this hole.

I know I want to get out of here, I just don't know how.

So... help me. Save me. Hear my weeping and my screaming,

Reach to me with the lightness that I need. Help me,

Cause I'n in despair and I don't know how much long I can take.

All this pain is killing me, I'm going under, deeper... 

I just need someone to save me. Please.

By: Skaene