No one notices that I'm falling. They have their backs to me.  Their eyes are not focussed on me, and I didn't want them to. But... Why do I feel like this? I want attention. I want them to ask me what's wrong, you're not alone, tell us what's going on... But there's not even one word from them. And even though I'm falling into darkness, no one notices it. I'm losing myself and I don't really care anymore and they don't notice. They don't care. They have their own problems, fuck mine. I forgot how it was to be all alone.