I forgot how it felt to be invisible... I really forgot how painful it was to no one to notice you were there... I should really start getting used to this, I'll get this a lot from now on... I should get used to being no color, 'cause being there or not it's the same.... no one cares. I really forgot this feeling and it hurts. I'm hurt. I want to cry and I want to run from all of you... I just want to be happy and be loved, why can't I have that?